Starting to change...

Starting to change...
It started when I realized how the player life will make me sad and lonely in the future. Who doesn't wanna be with someone and wake to someone is beautiful smile and see them when its bed. That feeling u wanna have but u know u wont have if ur alone. Cheating can be really fun... HELL it is fun... Though later on, u start to think that feelings for others u use in ur life grow... U won`t feel the same unless u really like that person. Well, I chose to change and want one person. Risk taking commitment seriously. U never know unless u try ;) I plan on trying and see where it goes... Just hope my past doesn't come to haunt me or that I choose to cheat and hurt someone again... Will I...