Clueless...

I'm clueless at this point! Y did I blame and bitch at her? Bcuz of my BFF saying lies! -.- watch what u say b4 saying things! Especially when it comes to girls! One wrong thing said and u lose their interest or friendship or wtv! Girls r what u call delicate flowers! Be aware! Make sure u know both sides of a story or any situation! Don't over react or analyze anything!

Mad!

Who wouldn't be mad? Who doesn't hate lies and liars? I fucking hate them with a fucking passion! Y do they always make up shit? I wish I knew! I'm sure everyone would want to know y they love it sooo much! What's with this drama they need in their life? Their sooo narcissistic! They want everything to be abt them! Their fucking crazy psychos! I hate them! If ur one of them, get help! -.-

Why don't u flirt with me...

So, I flirt with many girls bcuz it's easy right... But, one girl I can't flirt with. I get really awkward around. I call her confusing but, honestly, I'm the one who's confusing and awkward. My reason I can't flirt with her is "maybe cuz we r friends" but, that's total bullshit! I always flirted with my friends. For some reason, she makes me sooo nervous! I just don't get it :/. Any advice lovelies and crucifiers ;)? Let me know!

Chickening out...

So, I like a girl and want to ask her out... I get scared and end up not asking and saying goodbye. How many people feel this way or went through exactly this? I'm sure a lot of people! Anyone wanting to ask someone out! Y is it sooo terrifying to ask someone out? The worst they can say is NO! But, for some reason people get terrified. That feeling sucks! People should have confidence and especially in themselves! If u like someone... Don't chicken out! Man up or woman up and do it! Just ask! Let me know if this works... ;) btw only ask if ur friends with the person and theirs been signs of more than friend potential xD otherwise, it won't work. 

Lies...

Lies... Can give many emotions.

Theirs many types of lies.... I'll only talk abt 3 lies that I think hurt way more...

1) telling someone u love them

2) telling them ur the only one who would want them

3) lies that can make them hate themselves, people and the world

Lies... 

Lies r the people's worst enemy in our history.

Every lie creates a reason of non trust.

Lies should've never existed.

Let me know if u agree ;)

How to comfort a girl or woman...

To comfort a girl or woman, u always gotta be upfront and urself. Never lie. If ur the lying type then don't do relationships. Just do the sex once in a while or one night stand crap. Like I used to do. First, if u notice a certain type of emotion the girl is having and u don't know how to deal with it... Ur an idiot that should be single. Guys or girls. Wtv sexuality u r. U have to be ready to break down those barriers or walls and be open. Girls and woman r very sensitive and they do pms. Second, never be afraid. Confidence helps. Lastly, share ur thoughts as well as ur emotions. At all times. Let me know if this helped ;)

Getting tongue piercings with my BFF...

Hey Lovelies & Crucifiers ;)

My BFF is scared like crap and so am I... Who wouldn't be... One fuck up and were fucked... So, we want to get tongue piercings for sexual reasons and for style xD. Were actually thrilled to experience the pain of our tongues being numb for a while. We get to eat baby food and soup... That on the other hand is HELL.
Anyway, the piercings we want to get will be posted down below in pics... Let me know which ones are sooo worth getting xD

BFF daring me to tell his crush how he feels xD...

Hey Lovelies & Crucifiers ;)

So, today at the clinic is how the story finally started. As we were waiting to be seen for his personal reasons, we made a bet of when he`d be done getting checked... Fuck I

was sure it would take forever. We first went into the room to talk abt his situation and at the same time he was getting extremely nervous... Seriously the lineups were chaotic xD but as we were waiting we were listening to his depressing music and man it drove me fucking nuts... Like really NUTS! Anyway, to continue, after waiting half an hour, we finally got into the room to answer questions and he had a needle shot to take... His face went pale, he was extremely terrified that while he held my hand it was crushing pain. After all that, we went back to the waiting room and his cigarette breaks were driving me nuts... No joke! We waited half an hour more again, from their we went to the room and he had to take a urine test, he forced me to come into the bathroom with him -.- that grossed me out shitless... No joke! Lastly, we waited again for another half hour for his lat test... His BLOOD TEST!!! Holy shit did he squeexe my hand... He`s lucky I didnt kill him xD ... Bah, to end the story short, I lost the bet and was dared to get wasted, smoke shisha and tell his crush that he liked him.

Teen suicide...

Hey Lovelies & Crucifiers ;)

Teen suicide...
Many teens have reasons for suicide and each have good reasons but also should`ve never gone through with it.
THEIRS 4 MAIN TYPES OF SUICIDE:

- Egoistic
These are the result of excessive "individuation", or isolation from the social group as a whole. 

 - Altruistic

These people will die for the common good, as their personal needs do not seem important compared to the group as a whole.

 - Anomic
 The result of a lack of meaning with one's life. In other words, no moral regulation makes it impossible for a man to establish his/her own place in the universe. 
 - Fatalistic
Fatalistic suicides, are due to excessive social restraint.
Either way, there are better ways of dealing with suicide. Even suicide attempts. Just don`t end your life. Life is beautiful and to end it for stupid reasons such as:
 - life history (physical, sexual or verbal abuse and/or parental neglect)
 - mental health (schizophrenia, bipolar, etc)
 - life style (misuse drugs & alcohol)
 - employment (poor job security, low levels of job satisfaction, being unemployed)
 - RELATIONSHIPS (any reason)
 - genetics and family history
 - bullying (cyber, verbal, physical, etc)
SUICIDE AND ATTEMPTS SHOULD BE AVOIDED! BE SMART AND LIVE LIFE!TALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS! DON`T END YOUR LIFE FOR STUPID REASONS EVEN IF YOU DESPERATELY NEED A WAY OUT BECAUSE ONE DAY YOU`LL HAVE YOUR WAY OUT!STAY STRONG & BRAVE!

Confusing girls...

Hey Lovelies & Crucifiers ;)

Confusing girls...
Questions we ask ourselves... WHY are they one minute unto you and then the next minute ignoring you... Well, your gonna find out why soon enough.
1) Girls have low self esteem... no matter what they say.
2) Girls never know if your into them for real or if your playing them.
3) Girls don`t wanna get played, but they think they have the right to play you.
For some reason, girls have this theory that FLIRTING FOR THEM IS A GAME AND THEY ONLY CAN DO IT AND KNOW HOW.
My advice to you, BE AWARE OF HER MOVEMENTS, CHARACTER AND HOW SHE TREATS YOU AT ALL TIMES AND OTHERS AROUND HER.
If you really want this girl and like her then make sure your not confusing her as much as you feel shes confusing you. It`s not a game that you can keep playing back and forth. That hurts peoples feelings.
Right now, I`ve admitted to myself that even tho I kind of like this girl... because shes too confusing imma move on and stick to who I was with before... I know that makes me sound like a DOUCHEBAG but sometimes when you want to move on, it can be the best way and u never know if ull develop feelings for that person back. Keep that in mind ;).

Confessions...

Hey Lovelies & Crucifiers ;)

Confessions... Their are sooo many reason why confessing to someone you like them can be really hard.
When you like someone, you usually get really nervous, shy, or u act like a big shot whos not scared to tel them how you feel. However, either situation... your always thinking... DOES THAT PERSON LIKE ME BACK, AM I ABOUT TO RUIN A FRIENDSHIP OR AM I BEING STUPID. The best advice I can give you is to be CONFIDENT AT ALL TIMES AND NOT BE SCARED. If the person doesnt feel the same way, then, don`t be dumb enough to lose them as a friend. Don`t treat them like crap all of a sudden or ignore that person. She will hate you and that`s not what u want to happen!!! Just be confident, confess and be kind at all times.

How to get a girl to want u...

How to get a girl to want u...

If u want a shy girl, all u have to do is:
1) Understand that shyness is very common.
2) Earn her trust.
3) Determine what kind of shy girl she is. - Verbally, Physically or Cover-up.


VERBALLY SHY: Take her to a safe place, private place. Gently initiate a deeper conversation. Don`t pry. Let her steer the conversation.
PHYSICALLY SHY: Ease into a physical relationship. Initiate physical contact slowly. Watch and respect her reactions. Be careful of the vibes you want to put out.
COVER-UP SHY: Tell her how she makes you feel and be ready for anything she can go through for now. Don`t rush her into anything.     

If u want a bad girl, all u have to do is:
1) Be the opposite of her.
2) Make her realize your not easy to get.
3) Flirt with as many girls around her and make her jealous but also remind her often that your a little interested in her. That`ll drive her nuts and mindfuck her completely.

If u want an open minded and fun loving girl, all u have to do is:
ONLY RULE: BE YOURSELF AT ALL TIMES.

Parental acceptance...

Parental acceptance...
Don`t need it... Parents aren't all worthed... They will never accept ur sexuality if its not what they wanted for u. Does anyone really know y parents cant accept it... denial, embarrassment, etc... Theirs so many reasons unknown. Why is that... Let me know what u guys think bcuz I honestly think that sexuality shouldn't matter. LOVE IS BLIND is what I always will and ever believed in.

How to get a girl to orgasm...

How to get a girl to orgasm...

If u want a girl to orgasm:

1) talk to her in a sweet way (shy,timid,honest) or talk to her in a rough way (wild,free,player).

2) kiss her smoothly and kiss neck (shy,timid,honest) or kiss her roughly and bite lips (wild,free,player).

3) slowly arouse her with ur hands up and down her body.

4) start to undress her and then start to kiss down her stomach while holding her waist and kiss her breasts and suck on them.

5) start ur foreplay and eat well the vagina to make her cum by first teasing with ur index finger on the g spot while also using ur tongue and mouth to trigger the other 7 spots on the vagina.

6) while licking, eating and fingering u start to breathe heavily on the vagina and  ull get the girl or woman ur doing to moan heavily and extremely.

Have fun and let me know If this works ;) ...

Starting to change...

Starting to change...
It started when I realized how the player life will make me sad and lonely in the future. Who doesn't wanna be with someone and wake to someone is beautiful smile and see them when its bed. That feeling u wanna have but u know u wont have if ur alone. Cheating can be really fun... HELL it is fun... Though later on, u start to think that feelings for others u use in ur life grow... U won`t feel the same unless u really like that person. Well, I chose to change and want one person. Risk taking commitment seriously. U never know unless u try ;) I plan on trying and see where it goes... Just hope my past doesn't come to haunt me or that I choose to cheat and hurt someone again... Will I...

Player life...

Player life...
The player life is the easiest and hardest thing in life...
Its easy because no one can expect anything from u.
Its hard because u never know when ur gonna be ready to admit to urself if u really like someone or if ull ever hurt someone in the process and whether u can ever change...
Change... that's the keyword...

Desire...

Desire...

A desire i have for someone, even though, i was with someone... fucked up right... thought so...

Well, this girl definitely is my type... shes confusing though... a lot. You never know what she can be thinking... she admitted she still has to get to know and figure herself out... but, for some reason i really like her. I haven't been in relationships since my first break up with my first love because i cheated on her and then she cheated on me... my fault i guess... right. Now, this girl with red hair, piercings, cute, smart, funny, annoying at times... is always on my mind. IDK what to do... but, i know i wanna get to know her better... soon. Why is life sooo confusing... Y cant people tell each other how they feel easily... ``Y`` is a question that will`never be answered it seems... sooo many questions and the answers take sooo long to come... sometimes they never come or sometimes they come at the wrong moments in life... Y is that... I was a player...